Seems dramatic but sometimes you just know. You've always known, or rather dreaded, that the cards you were dealt don't include love… or at least the kind that lasts. It gets worse once you've tasted the elixir of what could be… Some people are amazing while dating but the fault lines start to appear once you "get serious".
To be fair, you can be serious in every sense of the word while dating but life throws its curveballs anyway:
(1) distance (if one of you happen to move 3,000 kilometers away)
(2) families (esp if you (both) happen to be close to your parents)
(3) maturity - almost everything is solvable if you apply yourself with sincerity and a calm mind — alas, you'll have an easier time mixing oil and water than love and reason
when it doesn't work - you will feel deeply flawed, not because of rejection - but because of how close you were to solving love. you almost cracked it… almost. you almost harnessed infinite energy, the stuff of fairytales - but then you woke up. the reality is that you're always "almost" there.
so after this whole ordeal, if you're like me, you might ponder whether there's something in your own firmware that's made it impossible for you to have this integration. A missing API or MCP server. Intentionally left out perhaps.